me= universal?

dear bird make me a god
so i can fly
far far away…
dear fly make me a way
so i can god to bird

i feel slightly ashamed
i lied to this dude i like
to sound a bit cool i guess
a bit more desireable/desired
but i ended up sounding like such an idiot!!!hahahahaha

Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you’re doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can’t get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord - somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

(He works hard)

Everyday - I try and I try and I try -
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I’m goin’ crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord
Somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I’m ok, I’m alright
Ain’t gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I’m gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

a trained europeanist?

another day solo
i have become a hermit
and i have begun to hallucinate

i dreamt about xv last night
it was a nightmare
that he had to go in hiding because the govt was worried that he might know too much
he might be too close
so he had to be muted
tortured really
disorientated, all his senses were muted
for 3 days, so that he would not know where he was, so that he would be able to forget what he will be seing/or what he would have seen…
i should tell him this

anyways what is the relationship between white and black?
not the same exists between black and asian
what about all the other colours?blue…purple ,red, yellow…?

just like that!
the fire has blown. away.elsewhere.
(a flame)flamable

who cares if i write badly!?
i love it!!

so crunchy!
i am home alone!
feels great!
spending time alone is awesome!!
i think yesterday i did not see anybody-well i saw images of people i guess, so i was not completely alone
i am not cat sitting anymore
the apt was great, the cat was cute

cat

pretty cute huh?
i have a bad case of infatuation!
with an old flame!
i keep day dreaming starring at his photograph
i have been trying to draw his face for hours
trying to decipher each crease on his face
every subtle event that occured at the moment he clicked and snap
he is sooo hot it should be illegal!
esspecialy because we are miles apart!!!
cupid?!what the f”?!
anyways,
i have been making digital drawings, i love them…but i wonder whether they can have the same wheight as ones drawn by hand….

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