me= universal?

anyone out there who is able to call themselves by that title?
would you help me?
i am young gifted and black
AND female!
and i need help with my university fees!!!!
help!!

oh it has been so long since i have written
oh so long since i last had a connection for more than 2 hours…
but i have been busy w funding application
i miss you, you virtual pumpkin

i have been xeno lovin
etc.
and i am inhabiting nand’s studio in the meantime whilst she is away in ny
and i am getting rather itchy, sharing my living space~
wanting some time by myself
how is that possible?
am i completely inlove with myself
wanting to hear my own thoughts constantly?
well because i have not heard myself in so long
oh, i had a great weekend though
friday, fish bbq at lesdi’s place
it was really nice-
mmm, the food, the company…
fantastic!and
saturday…what did i do…oh i read the whole day almost
and just wrote
and listened to myself…put some pics on my walls…
and sunday, took a walk
went out for bfast w an old friend who had become estranged because of politics
so we patched things up, over straight talk and eggs and caparihnas
nice
then i went home and read…
and attempted to watch a film, but it turned out to be rather distasteful!
too violent etc.
so i just ejected it…and listened to an interview with credo mutwa speaking of africans in usa pre columbia,
and on lizard people controlling the order of the world
the interview was cut,so i did not hear the final statements he made…
will have to google it at a later stage…
successful day somewhat…
i am hungry now…
maybe will go to jamaica place….
or cook….stirfry….mmm….

wow, days like these deserve a mention…

the sun is shinning sooooooo nicely outside!

what a beautiful winter/autumn this is in ekapa sana!

and i woke up so early, at like 8.30 am

to allow our laundry lady to come in,

wow, i can’t believe i have a personal laundromat!

i miss my own personal web connection,

i am at a web cafe’ now…

urgh.

anyways, i miss writting to you.

i miss you (you being this virtual space)

i am having withdrawal symptoms

maybe i have to start up my black pen diary again…

i am in caaaaaaaaaaaape town….

in woodstock

which i believe is the one of the hottest places,

just so many creatives up and about doing interesting work etc.

it is great!

i was interviewd for tv today

i was speaking in sepedi,

i need to brush up on my pedi man

it is rather wack

especially when talking about art

and sex too!

lalaladadadada-daaah!
shooobi dooobie dooo!
ladi ladi laaaaaah!
floaty boaty saily!
flyi!flyi!
smilley smilley!
lovely lovely!
giddy giddy!
ladiladi-laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
aaaah!
i am so happy i could explode!!!
life is perfect!
ladilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
everything is going mighty fine-la-la-la…!
i am inlove!!!!
with no one in particular!
just with everything
everybody!!
and i love my new hair cut!!
it goes so well with my white puffy skirt and my rabbit fur coat!
i feeeeeeel great!!!
i am going to ny!!!!!!!
and i look good!!
everything is just slithered, laced, and iced, and kissed with love!
it is amazing!

i want to have a full scholarship for c.u. for september 2008
and i want the news soon so that i can send my visa application.

i am officially open to recieve this very great news!

oh man

i am back on the mother land

on the mother ship

to recharge my batteries and charge off to the next spot

back to heal my scars etc.

leaving ams was okay

i was abit more emotional than i had been before…friggin pms!

i was crying at every single thing

i misplaced my passport

so 2 hours before the cab came i was stressing out like mad!

this one girl flirted w me at this party

oh mi gaaaawd,

i was so flattered

but i did not know what to say

so i was just smilling

and i guess looking rather strange,

then her friend came to say hello to me

i just got sooooooooooooooo shy

strange

anyways, i did not want to start anything

i hate flirting when pmsing-it is frustrating!

i did not say bye to eki(hot dude)

really hot.

and not to zoo either properly-

but is proper anyways?

blah blah

nothing much to say

i am just excited about everything!

really!

excited about all the money written on my hands,

about my certain future!