me= universal?

gonna go to some openıng now
ı love yoko ono!
her songs are fabulous-
she-a coooo-ooo-ooool chık baby!

looony bin!
hahahah!looni-been!~
isn’t that such a funny expression!
hahahahahah!
hahahahaha!
hahahahahah ahahhaa—-hahahaha-hahaha
jhajaghsghgsd=-auaahhahaah!
hahahahahah!
HAHAHAH!
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LOONY BIN!
(nut case!)
wacthed some show today about aliens in disguise as human beings-it was funny but abit too safe!
it coulda been funnier!
i will just imagine it had the missing parts and laugh extra>
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looooooonybin!
have you been?

didn’t do much work today-
will call it off as research day.
got me bike fixed.
i have been riding my flaat maat’s bike.
mine feels wierd now!
but i prefer my seat-it is uncomfortable but beter than his!
anyways,
i love pink.
i see pink.
i dream in pink.
pink pink pink.
i am wearing blue today-i feel like a stewardess in my outfit-
not really-it is a bit funkier than stewardess type uniform-just the calaaars.
anyways, a perfect day.
i feel good now.
puke,
pluk
strut.
must be the motto of catwalks.
cliche.
rfuvgiwurh3
I MISSED THE BRAZIL/GHANA GAME!
NO WAYS MAN!
I GOT LIFE,I GOT MY HAIR I GOT MY HANDS I GOT …
I FORGET THE LYRICS-BUT I HAVE BEEN LOVING THE NINA SIMONE VERSION!
FROM HAIR THE MUSICAL.
ANYWAYS,
ROSE’
COMIN’ UP-HAHAHA,it is pink!
and so is the sky!

i just got multiple hugs
from the sun.
the best!
can’t wait for the brazil and ghana match today!

to be crying so much over death?
does everybody go through this?
sometimes i don’t even know what i am crying about!
they are gone.
dead.
finished!
no more!
and i wish they could dissapear out of my memory.
i couldn’t sleep last night
because i kept on having images of dim,
and i felt as though i was being transported to the hole he found himself in.
i need to stop obsessing over it.
i think stupid thoughts like-how dare he do that!
how typical of him to want to hang himself,
i imagine him making the noose

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i can’t play hang man anymore.

sigh.
so happy i have been editing the whole day.
double editing-using 2 monitors so i can edit 2 things at once!fabulous!
fa-bu-lousa!
i left my phone at home!
hahaha,
peace!
i am gonna leave it off the whole week-well til wednessday coz i have a meeting on thursday
with someone i met when i did the protest!

anyways,
got updates from durbs,
this is a peaceful space i am in-studio.
feel safe from everything but myself.
but i am not too scarry today.
so that is nice.
pffff!
nothing much else to say.
no email apart from boring ones(ads and ffwrds)
get back to studio.
tree layerrrsz of phat.

thıs death thıng ıs really hard to bear.
ı keep comıng across thıngs that remınd me of dımıtrı.
hıs hand wrıttıng on some dıscs he had burned for me.
pıeces of thıngs that he^d gıven me …
shıt he must have been ın a really hard place.
and ı feel bad that ı was not there for hım.
that he felt so alone.
so sore.
now the door ıs forever closed.
strange to thınk that ı wıll only ever hear hıs voıce on tapes we made-makıng anımal noıses and screamıng and makıng funny laughs.
the memorıes are really funny.even the serıous tımes have now become somethıng else…
ıt ıs lıke the lookıng glass has been changed.
poor mysterıo.
now you wıll really be a mystery forever:(questıon mark)
mona lısa.are you real:(questıon)

so hot today!
yey!
i bought a pair of strange shoes today-they are not so strange,
they just look funny on my feet!
free concert outdoors at museum plein tommorow,
a semi-date too-we will see how it goes.
introduced bogobe to some turkish,chilliean and american friends>
bamabele, the dug it.
i felt like an advertising agent.
i am into belts.
been listening to coldplay…
thinking of dimitri,

YES!I HAVE MY PERIOD!
HAHAHAHA!
period period period!
hahahah!
my brother was telling me that i am obessed with my period
cos i talk about it alot over here-that the first thing i said when writting from the states was that -i have my period!”
hahahahahhahahahaah,
hahahahhaha,
isn’t that so funny!
imagine a life just revolving around red alert.
okay some people have it bad.i have it good!

summmerr taaaaaaaaaymmme!
and the living iiiiis eeeeeeeeeeeeazyyyy!

been reading up on theoris of gossip.
gossip and freud,
gossip as a female domain
gossip as a political agent to shake up power structures…
umm what else…..
gossip in the art world….
gossip as a way to form alliances and break others…
and about the FABULOUS!
fabulous gossip:…

how strange that when i spoke of suicides and was thinking of suicide stories-
i didn’t know that one of my friends was having a rough time.
i’ve just heard terrible news that dimitri harrel, my friend from art school commited suicide last week.
if anybody out there know his family, please send me their contact details.
i haven’t seen him in over 2 years.
shitty!shitty.shitty!
he was lovely.

funny:
that guy who wore the croatian soccer team kit and ran onto the football pitch whilst croatia played brasil!
hahahahaha
hahahahah
hahahah
hahahaha!
what did he think he was doing?
was he hoping to score the equaliser secretly?!hahahah!
it was so funny!i cried(again-i been crying alot it has mostly been happy tears or hysterical laughter tears)-like now my mom has just seen me laughing gazing at the computer screen and typing away as though i was playing some really complex piano piece-my mom is so dramatic-she would tell the story beter!)
anyways,
that soccer guy made me laugh,maybe he just wanted to kiss the players!lucky bugger…
whta?!lucky bugger?!he got booted off…!but he may have gotten to see ronaldinio/roberto/kafu/ronaldo/hot goalie/hot darkie close up-and all their sweaty pores open and zits too..wow…what a dream!